Funks and goals

I have been in quite a funk since I graduated college in May. I guess my body is just getting used to not being overloaded and it just doesn't really know what to do. I don't know.

I find myself goalless.

I should be elated about this, but I have no clue what to do, to the point that I end up doing nothing!

I need goals. I need something to work towards. On top of being in a funk, I have been sick too. Doesn't help with my riding. Well America was in a funk too with those feet. Grrrr.

So now maybe as I get better, I can start working towards something. I need a goal. I need something to work towards. I think I realize one thing I am missing that has kept me from being overly ecstatic about riding. I miss jumping. As much as it scares me, I love it. I just need to work on my confidence. I was forcing myself to work on the flat. Telling myself, no jumping until you

But that isn't possible and it makes is less fun. Riding is always fun but I love to jump!

So I've got to get back to that. I'm going to get back to that! It is going to happen. I think I will still take one Dressage lesson a month, but I am going to try and take one or two h/j lessons a month.

WE CAN DO ITTTT!!!!