Amp is a bad idea

So it's almost 2:30 am and I have to be up in three and a half hours. My brain is going a hundred miles per hour, but at least the jitters stopped. I can't sleep so i've got so much time to think. The last few weeks have been a lot of trials and testing of my sanity and patience and love and commitment.

 I miss Matt. I can't wait for him to be home.

 I miss my Derp. Since my accident, I haven't been out as much as I should. In my defense, I hurt just from brushing and it hasn't stopped raining long enough since Christmas to dry anything out. He is losing muscle. I miss riding so much. I can't wait to be all healed up so that I can ride again. My body feels weak. I feel like I have no muscles and what little ones I do have turned to mush. I feel like a blob.

Binxy got really sick. I had to take him to the ER vet on Christmas. He had bladder stones. After a lofty ER bill and an additional Vet bill we decided he had to get the bladder stones removed or he could get a blockage. So we did that last friday ::looks at cobwebs in wallet:: but it was so worth it. He is just about back to normal. Messing with the other cats, being Binxy. He is a bit extra cuddly and he sleeps a lot but I think that is partly because he is healing and because of the anti-biotics. But my lovebug is healthy again. I mean, he's still fat but he's got a brand new belly button! See below:

 In a more positive light, I stocked up on supplements for the boys so we should be good for a few months. Speaking of which, I could be mixing those right now instead of typing this. . . .

 I cannot even begin to explain how much I love Chia. Seriously, it's amazing stuff and has so many good properties! It's the anal leakage stopperator!

 I have trying out the Dynamite vitamins and Trimins along with the Megabotanicals. I am trying to figure out what is going to make me feel best and with being a Dynamite Distributor, I feel it's somewhat hypocritical of me to use other brands. I have seen what they can do to horses, I hope they work as well on me. I am thinking the Megabotanicals are really going to help my digestion. Along with the fact that I have pretty much stopped drinking soda (my arch nemesis) I am hoping beyond hope that this helps my stomach. That and I am going to start juicing! I should go to the doctor but I have been and the "treatment" just was stupid to me.

 So here's to trying new things! I think I am finally ready for bed!